Feeling defeated

So i'm completely feeling defeated. I have to leave my best friends apartment by the end of the month and I haven't even found a new place to stay, if I don't find a place I have to go home which I absolutely do not want. Don't get me wrong I love home and I love Utah, but I'm not happy there, i'm happy here in Toronto.

I've been searching everywhere for a place to stay and apartments aren't very helpful, they are saying I need a Canadian cosigner to move into an apartment or I have to be currently enrolled in school. I only have a week left to find a place before it's good bye Toronto and hello hell life in Utah.

An Update

I know I haven't exactly been active with my blog recently. I will get more active, but at the moment i'm without a computer as mine decided to go kaput. It isn't working anymore and all i get is a blue screen, so i'm using my ex's laptop until i can get home to buy a new computer, but even that I'm not able to get online as much as i would like because when he's home from work we are always gone.

that's also the reason I haven't been able to update my 30 day challenge, but don't worry i'll get back to that soon I promise. I've also been having a lot of personal issues to deal with as well which is also taking up most of my time.

30 day challenge day 2

Day 2 - The meaning of my blog name.

It's basically just about all of my thoughts from things that have happened and all of the adventures i've gone on and all of the adventures i'm planning on going on in the future. It's a place where I can talk about what I think and feel as well as post about some of the things i've done in Utah and in Canada.

30 day challenge day 1

Day 1 -recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

1. I was born in Alaska on July 24, 1986 (Pioneer Day in Utah)

2. I've lived in 6 different places, but most of life I've lived in Utah

3. I'm the youngest of 2

4. I can speak a little German, Spanish, Japanese and Sign Language (even though you don't speak it)

5. I broke my left thumb and had my tonsils removed in the same year and less then a month apart

6. I majored in Finance in College, but my true love has always been Sign Language

7. I used to hate the Spanish language and refused to take it in high school, but once I met my ex I got to love the Spanish language and i'm learning it.

8. Since I was little I never wanted to have kids and even to this day I still don't

9. I'm obsessive about numbers and I hate odd numbers except for 5, everything has to be even or a five otherwise it drives me crazy.

10. I have 2 phones and 3 phone numbers 2 Canadian and 1 US

11. I'm an avid tea drinker, i'm always drinking tea

12. I love reading books if I could I would read books all day long

13. I have trichotillomania meaning I pull my hair, it's not fun and it's something i've been working on stopping even though it's a hard process

14. I can type anywhere from 54-75 words a minute when i'm on the computer and i'm the only person in my family who can type without looking at the keyboard (I spend all of my time on the computer XD)

15. I love to go on trips especially road trips mainly because i'm getting away and I can look at the beautiful scenery and because I don't have to drive :D

Second Entry

I haven't posted here since 2009, I guess I get caught up in everything else that i forget this even exists. I will be doing more posting here I promise I just have to get to feeling better and then finding out what my next move in life will be.